Is that I was niaeve before with writing, with poetry, I spewed it out and posted without much second thought. Now I’ve been self teaching for near a decade and I can hardly post without reading through several times, leading me, of course, to miss my chance on the day I want to post and have it run the next day or the next week.
Because you see, somewhere in the time of me learning about the writing/publishing world, I began to learn more about myself and mental health and other strange occurrences like shadow theory which you have to learn to write good characterization and suddenly I slowed to a crawl because apparently, dealing with my own mental health, is not something I have ever done and in the last few years, I’ve become ever so much more self actualized that I’m focusing more on my inner thoughts and responses than just posting a scrawled poem on Christmas night. Because realistically, if I want to break into the writing world, I have to have a good hold of myself, or maybe that’s how so many of us fall.
Maybe I need to stop being so serious and just start posting the jumble again
NR
Norma Rrae 
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